'While waiting for my t-shirts and wallet to arrive, dressed in my paint-splattered PE shirt, finally I'm able to blog'

Then the computer crashed. again. In most instances, a bad word would've popped up in my mind back then. Just refer to the Periodic Table of Swearing two posts below to find it. The computer's only 3 years old and it's been crashing as if it has a mind of its own, just shutting down when overworked. Ok enough with my crap.

DUEE. Currently most popular letters to be listed in the Fikril's Brain Stock Exchange. A group of grades you would definitely not want to see when the A Level results are released, but for Prelim 1, it's alright. Definitely a huge improvement over last term's Block Test, which was a total failure. Now my mother's nagging again, saying that I'm worshiping the computer. Come on, it's 2010! Staring and wasting time on the computer is the norm.

Now she's asking me to hang the laundry. Alamakkkkk!!

Uh, yes. My exam results. I really hope that I'll pass Econs and that will mean that it's a 95% chance that I won't be part of STAR! I personally feel that the programme was successful in forcing me to study but staying back till 9pm? No way. By the way, the U is what I got for Maths. Didn't focus much on it during the holidays. Only 3 topics from the revision package were completed plus flipping through the notes. It's like A Maths all over again.

Life in school is returning to normal. Tutorials, homework and tests are given out non-stop and now it feels as if the exams never happened. 4 more months to endure and after that they'll be a thing of the past. I'm back in 'blur mode' as well. I left my wallet and phone at the school's running track and I realised they're gone when I'm waiting at the interchange for the bus to arrive. Thank God my classmate called her sister to retrieve it for me:)

Now on random mode, Despicable Me was great, but wasn't worth the price if you watch it in 3D. Too little stuff popped out from the screen. It's only during the credits that the producers somehow decided to put the effect into full use. I guess watching Harry Potter DH will be worth it because........it's Emma Watson! In 3D!

Hmmmmm, what else? Ok another thing that has been bugging me. I'm from a family that has gone through 2 failed marriages (the 2nd one is really a disaster, in my opinion), so I've been through a lot, without the presence of a proper father figure. My sister and I were taken care of by numerous babysitters and my mother worked. And hung out with my closest cousins a lot in my younger days, hence I was in a girl's world for a few years. As a result, I may be soft at times. This is probably a reason why today, I'm being called gay and 'homo', when I'm NOT. Or maybe because of my small stature. This 'being in a girl's world' thing made me envy those who have close male friends, because I've never been able to feel what's it like to have a brother. Yes, I may have overdone it when I tried to maintain my friendship with the douchebag, and that ended up in failure. (Ok today's post is just full of 'fail'). Being ignored and somewhat 'betrayed' is the last thing I would expect. Hence I can only say this: LWH, you really are a fucking douchebag.

Finally, I have mustered up enough courage to tell someone that I like her. YAY