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To my classmates, sorry for being moody today. I'm too engrossed over these 2 weeks on both internal & external issues. Don't worry, I'll never blow up. I never mix my anger over personal stuff with school. Today's just one huge day, perfect to be put into a huge PW project. It all started before school, due to dickhead issues. (dickhead=superbastard=stepfather).

(Moving quickly all over the place)
Mother: Stop moving around and tell him whether you actually want him back or not.
Me: NO
Mother: Why?
Me: I don't want my mother to suffer anymore.
Dickhead's expression: one f***** up face.

PI:
Totally lost at school, especially during three-quarters of Econs lecture. Just like how I was doing my PI on mangroves.

GPP+WR:
Did AQ for the GP compre test I mentioned earlier, just regurgitated whatever general knowledge I have, and did the same for my Malay essay test. GI? I don't know. A&E? One big load of it, from one-north to SARS and F1 to school scholarships. Loads of links, with the GP passage on the benefits of technology and innovation on the development of a country and the Malay compre section on the disadvantages of the (pause here. got cats in my room)
.....exact same topic! Even more links coming from the fact that five-sixths of my name, dickhead's name and my stepbrother's name appeared in the idioms section of the paper. (I'M NOT A THIEF AND A LIAR).

Got happy for a while after showing the gross zit-popping vid during break and playing the Skype laughter chain vid during PW tutorial:)
For once I managed to complete a H1 MT paper 30 mins early! Went back home as usual with Sharifah, Toops and Firdaus. 6.52pm: Shit. I definitely won't be able to make it in time. Long queue at noodle stall. Had no choice but to buy sucky chicken rice.

Reached home at around 7.20++. My gut feeling on not bringing my keys along to school was confirmed. As long nothing is pricking my butt on the way to school, I know I forgot my keys. Shy to go to neighbour's house.

I&R:
Spent almost two hours soul-searching at the bus stop nearby, thinking about the past few days. Had no mood to eat or study at all. Sitting at the bus stop does alleviate your problems a bit. At the same time my food and bag was left alone at my doorstep. Went back to the block, went up 11 storeys as usual, and finally broke my fast at 8pm++ (I seriously had no idea what time was it since my phone is now having treatment at Simei for dislocated joints and a hearing problem). Finally decided to visit my neighbour and studied Econs for a while, with Singapore Idol and I'm A Celebrity, Get Me Out Of Here as background entertainment.

9.45pm: Finally my mother came home. Didn't really feel happy though. I still need to sulk and drink blueberry tea at the bus stop.

How is this post more relevant to PW? One more link: The 'increasing emo-ness of youth nowadays on blogs' passage from the Malay language paper. When can I write another happy post? I really don't know. I'm messed up right now.

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